Whilst staring at a young lad uttering some words in his mouth, I could make he’s in a lip-sync with some sort of derogatory music. Cute he may be, little of it he may understand out of the words, but a dismal truth had hit me hard; I don’t see what I ought to see, life.
In the chaos of things, we hardly get time to introspect. Occasionally, we ask for our review from the people around us. I may have read a couple of effective books, but I don’t sway away from feeling the inertia that the break of life gives. It’s hard to realize the failure after continued efforts of doing what was obvious. With the play of words, I try to relate today’s quest with every day that comes and with anyone willing to lead, experiences. The paucity of ideas shallows down my upright approach. I still drive while I see the details a little less. The danger of losing out eventually takes greater shape.
I love these moments!
When it’s the lights out time, dimming the pace of the day and seeing the breath drowning into an unknown world, I infer each and every word of mine said and listened to as a gift of knowledge. I see my grin lightening up the dingy stage of life. I even listen to the littered unheard words of the people wandering across the night sky looking for listeners! I deeply regret the wrong that I do but nevertheless, it hits the chords right.
If time would have every answer to every confusion that exists, I feel undesirably arrogant in knowing one. It hurts when trees speak when you dare seek silence in the forests. I wonder what this air has for me, does that make me an avid interrogator? I don’t think so. But I feel as to why those souls have every unrespectable answer on their tips. They see my silent but they don’t see me wobbling which I admit I do. If every awkward answer in an awkward situation needs an awkward answer for awkward people, I’m not up for the job. The best is always left unsaid.
I surrender to the veils that people wear. I say to myself I don’t see anything.
